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* Friday, May 25, 2007 *
ang gulo ’no, ‘pag sinabihan ka ng isang tao na gusto ka n’ya, pero hindi naman pwedeng maging kayo kasi may first priority na s’ya..
..or kasi may ka-relasyon na s’ya.
syempre, masaya din namang malaman na may pagtingin s’ya sa’yo, pero minsan naiisip ko na ansakit din pala, na mas okay pa yata na hindi nalang n’ya ipinaalam na gusto ka n’ya, kung hindi din naman ikaw ang pipiliin n’ya.
parang lagi nalang second priority ‘no? pero hindi din naman n’ya kasalanan kung nahulog s’ya sa’yo, kaya ‘di din natin s’ya masisisi. at siguro ayaw lang din n’ya na maglihim sa’yo, kaya n’ya inamin na gusto ka n’ya..
..tingin mo?
‘di ko din talaga ma-gets.. nakaka-flatter nga ba o nakakalungkot? na kahit na may mahal na s’yang iba, nalaman mong gusto ka din pala n’ya..
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haii.. ang gulo n’yo talagang mga babae.
gago, nandadamay ka pa eh.
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if you’re looking for a post na may sense to read, then you’ve come to the wrong place. i'm really not in the “posting a decent entry” mode right now. gomen.
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i’ve spent days working at home and at our store. some people may think it’s a shame na first time ko lang magplantsa ng damit, but i actually think it’s a big achievement for a very lazy person like me. and believe me, i actually got used to the household chores plus “store chores” like inventorying, pricing, packing and organizing, that being unli is like the greatest sagabal in my life right now.
tell me, am i making any sense?
.. oh well. i guess i’m not.
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i kinda switched to taglish mode ‘no? bahala na, this is a random post anyway. belated happy 19th birthday na lang to my cousin pia! super miss na kita! *hugs*
ja ne, guys. btw, i really am in a good mood, baka ‘di lang halata. God bless! wee~!
Labels: love, pia, priorities, work
* Friday, April 13, 2007 *
quoting quotes.
Blindfolded and walking alone,
that's how most of us feel.
In a lifetime full of major risks and decisions,
it might seem safer to remain stagnant.
But isn’t it more fulfilling if despite the fear
of falling from a cliff and bruised knees,
steps were taken?
In the end,
losing and mistakes won’t count.
What will matter most is the person we turned out to be –
not naïve,
but wise and beautifully molded by experiences.
- jelly
On moving on:
If a person doesn’t love you anymore,
then there is no more reason for you to stay.
The only way to stop hurting is to stop wanting and
the only way to stop wanting is to start accepting that the person
is probably not the same person you used to know.
Then and only then can you move on
to find the happiness that becomes truly rewarding
when shared with the person who loves us just the same
or probably even more.
- chum
A sweet truth:
When God knows you’re ready
for the responsibility of commitment,
He’ll reveal the right person
under the right circumstances.
- rea
We grow old and suddenly
we want to hurry things.
Don’t commit when you’re not ready.
Don’t keep others waiting endlessly.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.
Don’t bring another life into this world
for all the wrong reasons.
To keep yourself warm, buy a jacket.
In the long run, it will be less complicated and less costly.
Take care of yourself.
Don’t wait for someone to take care of you.
No one completes you – except you.
- chum
Sometimes, it’s not love.
Sometimes, you’ve just become so attached
that you’ve developed a need for that person.
Just a need. Not love.
But you’re too scared to admit it, even to yourself.
Because you know that if you do,
you might lose the only person
who actually gives a damn about your life.
- deah
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magbabakasyon na si jen! *cheers* hopefully we'd be able to live up to our plan for vacation: to take a walk every morning, exercise and play badminton. yey! *lol* congrats for making it to tenth honorable mention, baby! *applaudes*
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hmm.. pray for the powerpoint presentation that i made as a grad gift to my twin siblings. *chants: gumana ka, gumana ka... lol*
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funny how easily a person can actually forget you. oh well.
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this weekend's plan: to attend my baby sis' graduation. congrats to the graduates of RISCI batch 6! ü
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i mustered up every tidbit of courage in me to make that phonecall. thanks for making it worthwhile. *beams*
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*lol* this turned out to be a very chopped entry. *belat* anyway, God bless! ja~ ne! *peace*
Labels: chum, commitment, deah, jelly, jen, life, love, moving on, quote, rea, senti
* Wednesday, April 11, 2007 *
it’s not about not loving
have you ever been in a dreamlike situation, wherein everything’s just so wonderful that you wish you’d never wake up? that's how it was when i was in japan. the country was beautiful, the people were great, the culture was remarkable… i can say that japan is indeed a country worth visiting. i swear, i love it.
but when this tita from church started teaching me how i could go back to japan immediately after i go back to the philippines, suddenly my feelings changed. yes, i love japan and it would be lovely if i would live there, but i do have a life to return to in the philippines. going back to japan immediately on my own accord at this point in time is something that i think i wouldn’t want to do. it's not that i suddenly don’t love japan anymore. it's just that the country has a lot of things to offer, but i'm just too young to embrace all of those in the present. if my future lies in japan, then let it be there until i get to the future.
… just like in love. it's not like i don’t love him anymore; it’s just that i realized that maybe i'm not yet ready for his love nor the commitment for now.
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we had our easter egg hunt at home last easter sunday. unlike the previous egg hunts that we had had, this year’s event required hunting of printed eggs, or bunnies or hatching chicks or baskets or whatever. each picture was supposed to be equivalent to a certain amount of prize, say a hatching chick is equal to twenty pesos, but in the end all the prize attachments were removed. instead, we received a lecture about the real essence of easter, and were promised equal prizes.
*sigh* just because me and john fought over a basket of eggs. *sweatdrop*
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congratulations to tgang for the successful surprise birthday party for enric! yey!
besty, thanks for the call. otei na ba lalamunan mo? *lol*
God bless! *peace*
Labels: easter, egg hunt, enric, home, japan, love, senti, tgang