have you ever been in a dreamlike situation, wherein everything’s just so wonderful that you wish you’d never wake up? that's how it was when i was in japan. the country was beautiful, the people were great, the culture was remarkable… i can say that japan is indeed a country worth visiting. i swear, i love it.

but when this tita from church started teaching me how i could go back to japan immediately after i go back to the philippines, suddenly my feelings changed. yes, i love japan and it would be lovely if i would live there, but i do have a life to return to in the philippines. going back to japan immediately on my own accord at this point in time is something that i think i wouldn’t want to do. it's not that i suddenly don’t love japan anymore. it's just that the country has a lot of things to offer, but i'm just too young to embrace all of those in the present. if my future lies in japan, then let it be there until i get to the future.

… just like in love. it's not like i don’t love him anymore; it’s just that i realized that maybe i'm not yet ready for his love nor the commitment for now.

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we had our easter egg hunt at home last easter sunday. unlike the previous egg hunts that we had had, this year’s event required hunting of printed eggs, or bunnies or hatching chicks or baskets or whatever. each picture was supposed to be equivalent to a certain amount of prize, say a hatching chick is equal to twenty pesos, but in the end all the prize attachments were removed. instead, we received a lecture about the real essence of easter, and were promised equal prizes.

*sigh* just because me and john fought over a basket of eggs. *sweatdrop*

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congratulations to tgang for the successful surprise birthday party for enric! yey!

besty, thanks for the call. otei na ba lalamunan mo? *lol*

God bless! *peace*

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