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* Friday, May 25, 2007 *

what with all the randomness.

ang gulo ’no, ‘pag sinabihan ka ng isang tao na gusto ka n’ya, pero hindi naman pwedeng maging kayo kasi may first priority na s’ya..

..or kasi may ka-relasyon na s’ya.

syempre, masaya din namang malaman na may pagtingin s’ya sa’yo, pero minsan naiisip ko na ansakit din pala, na mas okay pa yata na hindi nalang n’ya ipinaalam na gusto ka n’ya, kung hindi din naman ikaw ang pipiliin n’ya.

parang lagi nalang
second priority ‘no? pero hindi din naman n’ya kasalanan kung nahulog s’ya sa’yo, kaya ‘di din natin s’ya masisisi. at siguro ayaw lang din n’ya na maglihim sa’yo, kaya n’ya inamin na gusto ka n’ya..

..tingin mo?

‘di ko din talaga ma-
gets.. nakaka-flatter nga ba o nakakalungkot? na kahit na may mahal na s’yang iba, nalaman mong gusto ka din pala n’ya..

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haii.. ang gulo n’yo talagang mga babae.

gago, nandadamay ka pa eh.


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if you’re looking for a post na may sense to read, then you’ve come to the wrong place. i'm really not in the “posting a decent entry” mode right now. gomen.

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i’ve spent days working at home and at our store. some people may think it’s a shame na first time ko lang magplantsa ng damit, but i actually think it’s a big achievement for a very lazy person like me. and believe me, i actually got used to the household chores plus “store chores” like inventorying, pricing, packing and organizing, that being unli is like the greatest sagabal in my life right now.

tell me, am i making any sense?

.. oh well. i guess i’m not.

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i kinda switched to taglish mode ‘no? bahala na, this is a random post anyway. belated happy 19th birthday na lang to my cousin pia! super miss na kita! *hugs*

ja ne, guys. btw, i really am in a good mood, baka ‘di lang halata. God bless! wee~!

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joyce wished upon a star at 5/25/2007 09:19:00 PM

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* Tuesday, May 15, 2007 *

the reason why.

she lost her parents before she even set foot in high school. being the second to the last child of twelve early-orphaned children, her life was nowhere near carefree nor extravagant. she attended to her own needs – washing her only set of uniform every night to provide herself clothes for the next day, ironing her own clothes with her then petite body, cooking meals, traveling to and from school, and a lot more. she’s endured a life that others could mark as one they’d rather not have, and i can’t say that she didn’t experience occasional tears. but despite the challenges that crashed into her at such an early stage in her life, she remained tough and was mature enough to pull herself through.

she's been at the top of her class all the way until high school. she graduated from the university of the philippines. she married the only man with whom she’s been in a relationship, and had four children who grew up under her veil of love and guidance. she never ceased to take care of her family with her motherly acts and strenuous efforts, but what’s best about her is the perseverance and toughness that were evident from her during yet another round of difficult years of her life: when she was diagnosed with a dreaded disease. though easily drained of most of her energy and easily bothered by fatigue due to her sickness, she continued her hard work and determinedly continued to play her role as a wife and a mother.

really.. i’ve become a hard-headed and head-aching child to have, and though she has reminded me about that at times, she never gave up on me. because my mom has faced a lot more difficult things in her life, and i know that even if i would ask her to stop caring for me, she never ever would. my mom will always be my mom, and she’d live up to that, no matter what.

to my mom, belated happy mothers’ day. you are one of the big reasons why i am who i am now. it may not show, but i do love you so much. *hugs*

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we prepared banners, fruit salad and chocolate pancake slash cake for mother’s day, and me and my sister gave mom a pretty set of candles and a creatively made card. plus, we prepared a dance number for her. seeing her all teary-eyed with bliss was worth the preparations. *beams*

we ended up going to sm mega during the afternoon. i didn’t know that moms’ day was such a special occasion until then. my mom received two red ribbon cakes and three roses. i just wish my dad was there to experience the joy. hmm.. maybe next time.

belated happy mothers’ day to all the moms out there. hope you had a blast last sunday too. God bless! *peace*

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a mother is a silent partner in whatever we want to achieve,
whatever we want to become.

above all, she is someone who loves without end.

- card namin for mom

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PS: uploaded pics to the previous entry. come on, you know you want to look at 'em. *lol*

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joyce wished upon a star at 5/15/2007 11:09:00 PM

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* Sunday, May 13, 2007 *

getting over...

what is loneliness?

it's when you’re looking for comfort…
…and you hold your own hand.

- ate shiella

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i've been lonely. lonely for reasons that even i didn’t know. i wake up in the morning with a feeling that it would just be another day with nothing to look forward to. the next thing i know, the day’s over. and i did nothing the whole day but slouch in front of the pc playing dota or watching anime, or laze on the bed pretending to watch tv or waiting for my mom to talk to me. she does talk a lot anyway. then i wonder: do people really feel this way at one point or another in their lives? like they’re knowingly wasting every day of their existence, yet they continue to do nothing?

*sigh* whatever. i guess it’s just the summer vibe making me a lazy brat.

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after being idle for almost a month, this post is bound to be lengthy. *lol* but okay, to save you from another of my nobela’s, i'll try and keep everything short.

firstly, april breezed by:

21 attended prinsesa’s 18th birthday party at shakey’s, tikling. arrived there more then two hours late. boo for tardiness.

27 celebrated the feast of the saints with my mom and her patron, saint peregrine. attended the novena only once this week because i was always too sleepy to get up and prepare for the 6 am mass. we stayed under the shade of the acacia tree from morning until the parade of the saints at 4 pm. by afternoon i was red, and by the end of the day i was dark. talk about sunbathing. *pouts*

saint peregrine with my mom and her batchmates.

kat went by and we made the script for nikko’s debut with the help of jo. she went home past midnight but the script wasn’t done yet so she and x came over again the next day. whew, all the preparations hassled me. at least i got the chance to bond with kat. aw kat.. i miss you to bits. *beams*

vanity session with kat.


28 success! nikko’s 18th birthday party was kept secret from her until she arrived at the resort. i spent the night taking pictures, swimming, and fishing updates from x and updating him about me as well. hey x, i really really missed you! *hugs*




here comes may:

05 it’s spidey day! i don’t know what came over me, but the next thing i knew i was riding an fx to starmall to watch the airing of spiderman 3 at sm megamall. funny because my mom almost changed her mind about permitting me to go because she caught me on the telephone at 3 am the previous daling-araw. *lol*

the trip was worth it! i had the greatest bonding time with bea (although our chismakan time was bitin), and enjoyed laughing and joking around with collage (a group of boys in my high school batch, whom i wouldn’t dare describe here in fear of being bashed. haha. *peace*). me and bea had our neoprints at time zone, and we were pretty lucky because the front camera of the machine was wretched so we had the chance to take our pictures thrice, for the price of one. *evil laugh*

there were mistakes with the movie tickets so our supposedly 2pm viewing was moved to 4. we had our lunch and dull moments at the food court in the afternoon, and had our free taste of the all new moby drink, and pics with the richie and moby mascots (too bad i didn’t bring my camera). we finally got to see the so cool spiderman movie. *cheers* my head was spinning as i watched the fighting scenes due to my lack of sleep, but i totally enjoyed the movie. by the end of the film, the boys were teasing me about being mj, who’s caught in a love triangle with peter parker and harry osborn. really, collage craziness.

got to buy a cute piece from the sale (i love sales!), and had cotton candy for dinner. whew. i was tired and penniless when i got home, but i felt like the whole trip was worth it. i had the chance to actually bond with the guys whom i only usually talked to through text. plus, it was like the first time i went out again without anyone to treat me, and i felt truly satisfied. i’ve always been a very dependent girl, and it maybe the time for me to start learning to take care of myself now.

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i've been immensely bored after having to stay home for so long, but now that june is just around the corner, i think i'm starting to dread going to school again. ooh, how ironic. and now enrollment week’s starting.

anyway, i already had myself enlisted in some of my subjects online. thanks to kat for the big big help! i hope not to feel lost or something on thursday's registration. *crosses fingers*

*sigh* think about tomorrow tomorrow. right now what i'm thinking about is one weird conversation that i had recently. or maybe not quite weird, just unexpected.

oh. and i am not thinking about the latest ugly issue. too effort-ous. bleh.

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getting over the loneliness,
getting over too much dependence,
getting over the drama,
getting over my stupidity,
getting over being a total girly girl,
getting over the confusion,
getting over my unli days
and oh no, getting over vacation.

well, i guess i'll get over with this entry too. ja ne! God bless. *peace*

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joyce wished upon a star at 5/13/2007 01:07:00 PM

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