ang gulo ’no, ‘pag sinabihan ka ng isang tao na gusto ka n’ya, pero hindi naman pwedeng maging kayo kasi may first priority na s’ya..

..or kasi may ka-relasyon na s’ya.

syempre, masaya din namang malaman na may pagtingin s’ya sa’yo, pero minsan naiisip ko na ansakit din pala, na mas okay pa yata na hindi nalang n’ya ipinaalam na gusto ka n’ya, kung hindi din naman ikaw ang pipiliin n’ya.

parang lagi nalang second priority ‘no? pero hindi din naman n’ya kasalanan kung nahulog s’ya sa’yo, kaya ‘di din natin s’ya masisisi. at siguro ayaw lang din n’ya na maglihim sa’yo, kaya n’ya inamin na gusto ka n’ya..

..tingin mo?

‘di ko din talaga ma-gets.. nakaka-flatter nga ba o nakakalungkot? na kahit na may mahal na s’yang iba, nalaman mong gusto ka din pala n’ya..

..

..

haii.. ang gulo n’yo talagang mga babae.

gago, nandadamay ka pa eh.


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if you’re looking for a post na may sense to read, then you’ve come to the wrong place. i'm really not in the “posting a decent entry” mode right now. gomen.

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i’ve spent days working at home and at our store. some people may think it’s a shame na first time ko lang magplantsa ng damit, but i actually think it’s a big achievement for a very lazy person like me. and believe me, i actually got used to the household chores plus “store chores” like inventorying, pricing, packing and organizing, that being unli is like the greatest sagabal in my life right now.

tell me, am i making any sense?

.. oh well. i guess i’m not.

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i kinda switched to taglish mode ‘no? bahala na, this is a random post anyway. belated happy 19th birthday na lang to my cousin pia! super miss na kita! *hugs*

ja ne, guys. btw, i really am in a good mood, baka ‘di lang halata. God bless! wee~!