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getting over...
what is loneliness?
it's when you’re looking for comfort…
…and you hold your own hand.
- ate shiella
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i've been lonely. lonely for reasons that even i didn’t know. i wake up in the morning with a feeling that it would just be another day with nothing to look forward to. the next thing i know, the day’s over. and i did nothing the whole day but slouch in front of the pc playing dota or watching anime, or laze on the bed pretending to watch tv or waiting for my mom to talk to me. she does talk a lot anyway. then i wonder: do people really feel this way at one point or another in their lives? like they’re knowingly wasting every day of their existence, yet they continue to do nothing?
*sigh* whatever. i guess it’s just the summer vibe making me a lazy brat.
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after being idle for almost a month, this post is bound to be lengthy. *lol* but okay, to save you from another of my nobela’s, i'll try and keep everything short.
firstly, april breezed by:
21 attended prinsesa’s 18th birthday party at shakey’s, tikling. arrived there more then two hours late. boo for tardiness.
27 celebrated the feast of the saints with my mom and her patron, saint peregrine. attended the novena only once this week because i was always too sleepy to get up and prepare for the 6 am mass. we stayed under the shade of the acacia tree from morning until the parade of the saints at 4 pm. by afternoon i was red, and by the end of the day i was dark. talk about sunbathing. *pouts*
it's when you’re looking for comfort…
…and you hold your own hand.
- ate shiella
---
i've been lonely. lonely for reasons that even i didn’t know. i wake up in the morning with a feeling that it would just be another day with nothing to look forward to. the next thing i know, the day’s over. and i did nothing the whole day but slouch in front of the pc playing dota or watching anime, or laze on the bed pretending to watch tv or waiting for my mom to talk to me. she does talk a lot anyway. then i wonder: do people really feel this way at one point or another in their lives? like they’re knowingly wasting every day of their existence, yet they continue to do nothing?
*sigh* whatever. i guess it’s just the summer vibe making me a lazy brat.
---
after being idle for almost a month, this post is bound to be lengthy. *lol* but okay, to save you from another of my nobela’s, i'll try and keep everything short.
firstly, april breezed by:
21 attended prinsesa’s 18th birthday party at shakey’s, tikling. arrived there more then two hours late. boo for tardiness.
27 celebrated the feast of the saints with my mom and her patron, saint peregrine. attended the novena only once this week because i was always too sleepy to get up and prepare for the 6 am mass. we stayed under the shade of the acacia tree from morning until the parade of the saints at 4 pm. by afternoon i was red, and by the end of the day i was dark. talk about sunbathing. *pouts*
saint peregrine with my mom and her batchmates.
kat went by and we made the script for nikko’s debut with the help of jo. she went home past midnight but the script wasn’t done yet so she and x came over again the next day. whew, all the preparations hassled me. at least i got the chance to bond with kat. aw kat.. i miss you to bits. *beams*
vanity session with kat.
28 success! nikko’s 18th birthday party was kept secret from her until she arrived at the resort. i spent the night taking pictures, swimming, and fishing updates from x and updating him about me as well. hey x, i really really missed you! *hugs*
here comes may:
05 it’s spidey day! i don’t know what came over me, but the next thing i knew i was riding an fx to starmall to watch the airing of spiderman 3 at sm megamall. funny because my mom almost changed her mind about permitting me to go because she caught me on the telephone at 3 am the previous daling-araw. *lol*
the trip was worth it! i had the greatest bonding time with bea (although our chismakan time was bitin), and enjoyed laughing and joking around with collage (a group of boys in my high school batch, whom i wouldn’t dare describe here in fear of being bashed. haha. *peace*). me and bea had our neoprints at time zone, and we were pretty lucky because the front camera of the machine was wretched so we had the chance to take our pictures thrice, for the price of one. *evil laugh*
there were mistakes with the movie tickets so our supposedly 2pm viewing was moved to 4. we had our lunch and dull moments at the food court in the afternoon, and had our free taste of the all new moby drink, and pics with the richie and moby mascots (too bad i didn’t bring my camera). we finally got to see the so cool spiderman movie. *cheers* my head was spinning as i watched the fighting scenes due to my lack of sleep, but i totally enjoyed the movie. by the end of the film, the boys were teasing me about being mj, who’s caught in a love triangle with peter parker and harry osborn. really, collage craziness.
got to buy a cute piece from the sale (i love sales!), and had cotton candy for dinner. whew. i was tired and penniless when i got home, but i felt like the whole trip was worth it. i had the chance to actually bond with the guys whom i only usually talked to through text. plus, it was like the first time i went out again without anyone to treat me, and i felt truly satisfied. i’ve always been a very dependent girl, and it maybe the time for me to start learning to take care of myself now.
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i've been immensely bored after having to stay home for so long, but now that june is just around the corner, i think i'm starting to dread going to school again. ooh, how ironic. and now enrollment week’s starting.
anyway, i already had myself enlisted in some of my subjects online. thanks to kat for the big big help! i hope not to feel lost or something on thursday's registration. *crosses fingers*
*sigh* think about tomorrow tomorrow. right now what i'm thinking about is one weird conversation that i had recently. or maybe not quite weird, just unexpected.
oh. and i am not thinking about the latest ugly issue. too effort-ous. bleh.
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getting over the loneliness,
getting over too much dependence,
getting over the drama,
getting over my stupidity,
getting over being a total girly girl,
getting over the confusion,
getting over my unli days
and oh no, getting over vacation.
well, i guess i'll get over with this entry too. ja ne! God bless. *peace*
Labels: loneliness, nikko, saint, spiderman 3
joyce wished upon a star at 5/13/2007 01:07:00 PM
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6 Comments:
aw.. cheer up, besty. basta i'm always here, ne? *hug*
and yay for neoprints! ;) take care! God bless! :)
haha. chill lang joyce, don't think too much. enjoy the remainder of the summer dahil stressful ang pasukan. =P
gudlak po sa pgtahak sa mundo ng kolehiyo! hehe.. *hugs* :)
@ bea
aw.. thanks besty. 'di naman ako malungkot or something. actually this is more of an "i'm going for a change" entry. hehe. *hugs back* basta salamats. :)
keep our neoprints muna. haha. can't wait to see you ulit. God bless din! go lang with chem! :D
@ juno
haha. isa ka pa. okei lang talaga 'ko. as much as i want to enjoy, dami ding work dito sa bahay since magpapasukan na nga. haha. the stress of having a school-supplies store. oh well. pero salamats na din. God bless! :D
@ mayee
tengks! good luck din. may fourth year ka pa so enjoy! *hugs* God bless! :D
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